There is a place on the feminine path where you just start to fully let go.

Where you just surrender to what is. Where you leave behind what was.

And you step into the unknown of what will be.

Where you can feel the past vanishing before your eyes but you can’t yet feel what is to come. Where you can’t yet feel where your feet will land. But you do know one thing: that you will land. That you will heal.

That your life will be beyond what you ever thought it could be.

 In this spot, all there is, is love. In this spot, there is a range of emotions and expressions. Sadness, grief, anger, bewilderment. But it all just points back to love and wholeness. It all just points back to you.

To your inner depth. To your inner knowing. To your inner being and your wisdom.

In this spot, you just give it all up to God. In this spot, there is no roughness. There’s no resentment. There is no hatred.

There’s no fear.

There is just expansion and is-ness.

And deep, deep trust.

If you blink, you’ll miss it.  

If you grip, you’ll miss it.

If you are anywhere but here, you’ll miss it.

The stillness in here will take your breath away. But you have to be so, so still to be with it.

In here, every moment becomes a prayer. In here, you are your own church. Your own sanctuary.

In here, it’s time to rest. It’s time to allow.

The darkness becomes your friend. The stillness your companion.

All of your vices have been stripped away. There’s nothing to distract.

Only faith. Purity. And love. Deep, unconditional love.

And so it is.

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Welcome. I’m glad you are here. 

I am clear that I am here in this lifetime to be deep relationship with life. To listen to her, to surrender to her, and to love her fully. My practice is to meet each and every moment with love, grace, curiosity, compassion, and the most utter willingness. No matter what. 

First, I am a student of life. I have always started with my own spiritual practice. And in turn, the depth of my practice has led me into my work as a spiritual mentor and guide.

I am in service to your hunger, full expression, and raw power.

Let’s go, baby.

xx Cailin